Can Anyone Tell Me What The Menapause Is Like Has Anyone Felt As If Your Parents Don't Love You?

Has anyone felt as if your parents don't Love you? - can anyone tell me what the menapause is like

I'm so confused, I feel I never really wanted me.Here are somethings that make me feel this way.
1) every time when I will enter a room and not talk to my parents, they stop talking and to be satisfied with me.
2) My parents do not like it when I laugh in the house
3) My mother has always tried to protect my sister
4) If I say something crazy and my mother, I punched in the shoulder and pulled my hair
5) the other day was to make fun of my cousin, my family and I called and said things that have them and the next day and discovered my mother pulled my hair, slapped me on the 'shoulder and yelled at me Before I explain.
6) My parents and my sister always tells me that I'm pregnant, and IPersonally, I think I am the greatest man in the world.
7) When I say that I laughed for what you do to me is the feeling about me, I'm too sensitive
8) Sometimes I cry myself to sleep
9) I feel like my mother loves my older sister and daughter more than me.
10) Some days are cool and you will really mean for all
11) My sister is in my face, she rubbed each day in size 5 pants, and not in

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